Nervous

A have to admit that there isn't a minute that goes by and I'm not thinking about this coming Friday. The anticipation of shots and beginning a new cycle is freaking me out. I almost want to call it quits but Brad has encouraged me to not give up, not to exhaust our last chance.

I'm so concerned about the emotional side effects I will be going through. It's not something I can just "go with the flow" with each day. I realize the effects that will take place and I pray that since I acknowledge them I can keep myself under somewhat of control. Lots of prayer and support is needed.